How to choose ?

I have a real
life lover
tho
we've
never done
the
deed

He's married

I
know
he's mindful
of the fact
that
he
has no
right

to ask
my fidelity

I
know
he wishes it

My
virtual lover
is
commited

yet

soul twin
you
have your love
over there
and
now
I have
two
over
here

One's not
married

and

none

of

you

ever

wants

to

be