This is what I look like when i'm bone tired and i think of you while taking my picture

i wanted to be competetive like you. i had been at the sleep clinic the night before. i couldn't go to bed without attempting this pic. it had been on my mind all day. i had just gotten the helmet back. the scarf was new. i bought it because of you. it came from a hippie store. it smelled of incense. now it smells of incense and my cologne.


i looked into the mirror and told myself- think of nick right now. think of wearing your dress and posing for him. look at him...shutter closes.